Nov 22
Stress
So basically life is stressful. We all know this, it's just another fact of life, like death and taxes. But how we deal with stress really differs from person to person. For some people, it lights a fire under their butt, making them work harder. Others crumble under the stress. I become a crazy workaholic under stress...
Everyday after homework was done, I'd come right to FEFF and judge the shit out of everything. This is probably why I'm such and uber bitch judge. It's sad to admit, but once theres nothing for me to do, I feel so useless. Then the stress comes back...
Especially after he raped another girl.. I've really had to look at things, bringing in a whole new level of stress..
Nov 19
a not so fantastical post
So for those who actually read this (Laharl, Laharl and Laharl) thanks. I'm gonna start using this as a ranting board, so feel free to watch some russian chick type her feelings.
When I was 13, I was "dating" this 17 year old guy. I use the quotes around dating, because it was more like I was inclined to hang out with him. Regardless it was my fault for doing that.. while we were at his apartment alone.. he raped me. It didn't last very long in reality, but it seemed so long. It's pretty cliche I know, but it's true..
Afterwords, I got the reputation for being the school slut.. it didn't help that with my absent family and this happening, I became one entirely. I was sleeping with guys I didn't even know the last names of, and in once bad case, the first name of.
It was basically a downward spiral of drinking and sex, till I came here. I made actual friends on this forum, people who actually like me, not for my easiness, not for my wealth, but just me..
So yeah.. I just wanted to thank all of FEFF as corny as that may be
Jul 30
From the begining
Where to start, where to start? I guess the best place to start is always the begining right? So I was born June 2, 1992, in some ritzy hospital in St. Petersburg. So that makes me 17 years old and Russian. I moved to the states when I was 7, due to my father, Micheal, signing a deal with an American company. Even before we moved, I knew quite a bit of English, my mother loved American tv, so i grew up watching Nickelodian (sp?) and Cartoonnetwork. So I arrived in Glamourous New York city (can you detect my sarcasm). So much different that home.
Anyways, I grew up, became the woman you see before you, and became a closet nerd. I always liked video games, and I was fairly good at them (i could actually beat the game with E Honda, so yeah proud moment :D). Howver due to being the popular bish that I am, i don't get to talk much about it. I have nerd friends that I game with. but other than that it's shopping and blowing daddy's hard earned cash :P. I noticed this forum, when I was kinda kicked out of my last forum. I took to it pretty quickly and soon joined once I saw the new openings. o yeah, thats all you need to know about me, Svetlana.
Whoever actually did read my little blog, Hugs and Kisses
Kitty
11:28 PM Nov 25
