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Laharl	Feb 22 2009, 02:58 AM
Narcissistic Bastard With A Hint Of Mental Insanity Or Mentally Insane With A Hint Of Narcissism Posts: 4,447 Group: Veteran Member #264 Joined: June 28, 2005	As of this moment, I will be leaving FEFF. Not for a week or so, but permanently. I just don't have the motivation to post anymore, or at least like I used do. Back then it was fun and I enjoyed it and thats what kept me here. But now it kinda isn't. Its just lost that spark I guess you could say. I hardly post like I used to. Maybe I've been here too long. Who knows.And its not just FEFF but forums in general. I just don't feel the same way I did when I was younger. Not only that, but I'm going to college soon to persue a career in egineering which will take up most of my time. Even if I did stay I wouldn't be on much to post or anything anyway. You see, I sort of have this problem when I have trouble getting motivated to do things. I keep holding them off again & again which creates more problems for me than I need. Sadly, FEFF has in a way become one. No offense, but I'm beginning to feel like this place is holding me back. I need to reevaluate my life and get my shit together and I can't focus on that if I stay here. The third reason is the activity plumment this place is going through. But though it may be a small factor in my departure, it is one none the less. I hope you guys can somehow fix that. I'm not very good at goodbyes and this is sort of emotional for me. I have grown to like this place and everyone(yes, everyone) as well. I've had some good times here and both good and bad memories. I would also like to think I've made some friends in the nearly five years I've been here. Well, as is customary in a 'real' FEFF farewell, I'll be giving some shoutouts. Here goes. Tiara - I'll miss you lots. It blew my mind when I found we live in the same state. Small world I guess. Be cool, blondie. Soja/Crysta - You guys are like my favorite people! You srly are like two of the coolest people I've never met. You both have been good to me and I thank you for that. Love you both. Feez - Even though you probably won't see this, you were always my favorite member. I guess I sort of looked up to you in a way. Kazyen - Call me. Yzarc - You need to chill out sometimes. Don't let your anger control you. Asvel/Inui - Both of you are awesome. Sadly, you need to learn to get along. The world is filled with hate but the amount between you two is unbearable. Try to work out your differences, please. Hakado - I sort of feel like your my oppisite in a werid way. We never really got along, but I still like you regardless. Just try to work out your frustrations towards the mentally handicapped. Sentenal - Don't take your 'job' so seriously and stop banning people. =/ Kovu - I hope you can get out of your financial crisis. Corny as it may sound, I'll be praying you can get out of it. Linoud - We're probably the only two members of FEFF who are Irish. I never got a chance to really know you, but you seem like a cool person. Ima miss you, bro. Hollie - One of the most intelligent and nicest person here. You too are awesome and will be missed. To anyone else I did not mention(Libbies,niggas, Writ, Dragon Goddess, Rin, Bryars, etc) I love you all and will never forget you. And since I am leaving, I'd like my name changed back to Laharl, to make it official. x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0


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