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| Topic Started: Oct 16 2009, 04:17 PM (487 Views) | |
| Kitty | Oct 16 2009, 04:17 PM Post #1 |
Is such a trend setter :D
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I've been grappeling with the idea for a while but desided I can't be here anymore. To be honest, the majority of you guys here blatently hate me. The rest of you either see me as some sort of Tiara, or weird.. I've only been staying because I felt an obligation to the staff and the players as they needed an active judge. Also I have plenty of personali issues to deal with as well. When I was 13 I was raped, and the guy who did it has done it again. I've been so discusted with myself that I haven't been able to stop it has driven me to such a dark point in my life, it will be a miracle if I bounce back.. My brother ran out of rehab and we can't find him, Mom became an alchoholic so I've been taking care of her. Dad's absent and I'm all alone.. This forum was somewhat of an escape but it recently has become a hell... @Hakie: You were pretty much the first person to talk to me and have been with me through out the forum. I felt so comfortable with you that I was pretty much able to tell you everything about myself. When things got hard, We've been anchors to each other. You might have been one of the few guys that have seen me as a person and not a sex object. You saw past all my put on whoryness and saw a person inside.. Thank you. I'll always remember you for that. I hope you'll be on even just a little bit as I really don't want this friendship to die. @Wirtjr: Another guy who's been so great to me. You too see the real me, which is the most any girl could have ever hoped for. I've always been glad that you trust me with so much personal stuff. I feel so closly bonded to you, that if you never contacted me again, well I'd be devistated. I hope you'll still be on MSN despite your computer/personal problems. @Blank: I remember your first awkward PM to me. It was when I changed my avatar to a dominatrix. I can only imagine the levels of whore you thought I was XD it wasn't until recently that we became so close and I'll always remember you for it. I will really miss pur little PM story, so maybe we can continue that somewhere, cause I really don't want to lose you. @Bravo: Sorry for stealing Meilana from you n.n' But you did get Helena out of it. I love ya Dr. Jordan, dude, man. It'll be really sad to see ya off, but I'll try and get on BoF more (and maybe do those stats heh) You're a great guy, and a terrific musician. You deserve every good thing that happens to you on your way to becoming the next big Indie superstar. @Tiara: At first I was intimidated by you. This was when I thought you were a girl and a vicious one at that. But you're a real sweetheart and I'll miss you. I miss your random attempts to hit on me, that were quite lolzy indeed. If you ever get on WoW I'll definatly power level you :D @Tripz: You were exactly the first person to talk to me. You're a nice guy (and secretly my favorite mexican, sorry Soja). Even though you're always AND never on, I hope you'll keep in touch. @DSie: From the grapevine I've heard you hated me, and we never got off on a good start. It's really such a shame because Hakado just simply raves about you, and you seem pretty neat. I can understand why you don't like me, but at least you were always civil and not ever accusitory or rude towards me, and maintained professionalism on the forum. @Crysta+Sent: I could also tell you two didn't like me very much.. It's probably due to me acting so Tiara like. I'm glad I had the chance to be a judge, it was really so much fun. I hope if I do come back that spot will still be open for me  @Kamai: I don't think I've said a word to you outside our RP. You seem pretty nice and I'll miss Brokeback Mountaining it up with you I hear you're an actor so I hope that goes well for you.@Hollie: We didn't get to talk much, but we maintained a good enough aquantenceship. I'll miss you and stuff.. @Laharl: Seriously, can't we get him neutered or something? Even though you are basically a huge dick to all the judges, you still have some good qualities that you've displayed to me. @Everyone Else: Thie really was a good forum, and particularly so because of all the diverse people you guys are. I hope the forum can pick up speed and maybe become huge again (who knows maybe I'll come back) I hope this WoT isn't too much of a pain to read, I just wanted to give a goodbye.. I plan on maybe comming back once all these things clear up and there isn't such a trust issue within this forum. That doesn't happen at all on the internet I know, but hopefully it can at least be dialed down a bit... If any of you want to keep in touch (which is doubtfull, but just in case) my contact info is: AIM: Elmachai12@aim.com MSN: Stalinova@live.com Email: Elmachai12@gmail.com Edited by Kitty, Oct 16 2009, 04:22 PM.
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I said, Mother mother mother's for babies, call me Kitty, meow Join FEFF's newly developed sister site Brand of Flame. It's the same kinda stuff you like here and more (shameless advertising) Brand of Flame Awards: Spoiler: click to toggle Holy crap I actually won  http://stalinova.mybrute.com/cellule Clicky, become my pupil, kick Tiaro's butt  *Pretends to be popular on MSN* [18:12] Wirtjr: It's what I planned to do *gently moves you to one side as he starts whacking it*[18:14] Wirtjr: ....wait, that didn't come out right | |
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| Davidof | Oct 16 2009, 04:19 PM Post #2 |
Dutchie
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Well congratulations, you've managed to break Kitty. Well done guys! Thanks for the kind words Kitty. Take care away from this place. |
Previously known as: Serra, Hakato, Hakado, Dorgie Poo, Pearl Fey, Kallen and Sailor Moon  HakaDSie>Kovutachi
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| Laharl | Oct 16 2009, 04:22 PM Post #3 |
Narcissistic Bastard With A Hint Of Mental Insanity Or Mentally Insane With A Hint Of Narcissism
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Are you serious? |
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| Kamaitachi | Oct 16 2009, 04:23 PM Post #4 |
Classy
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I had no idea you felt such a way on here. I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going all that well in the real world, so, please, if you ever need to talk to someone or need some advice, my contact info is up here. AIM: Dancingtable MSN: cellocelloduck@gmail.com All the best, Kamai |
   
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| Kitty | Oct 16 2009, 04:33 PM Post #5 |
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Is such a trend setter :D
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I really don't want you to feel guilty, any of you. It's more of my personal stuff... Just give me some time and I can give a conclusive responce.. sorry guys. all of you.. Usually I have a thicker skin about these kind of things, usually i'd brush you guys not liking me with a giant 'screw you'. It's personal stuff really, just this forum isn't helping me run from it. If I do get better we'll see.. I didn't realise how many friends I had on this forum until you all said such nice things.. sorry Edited by Kitty, Oct 16 2009, 04:44 PM.
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I said, Mother mother mother's for babies, call me Kitty, meow Join FEFF's newly developed sister site Brand of Flame. It's the same kinda stuff you like here and more (shameless advertising) Brand of Flame Awards: Spoiler: click to toggle Holy crap I actually won http://stalinova.mybrute.com/cellule Clicky, become my pupil, kick Tiaro's butt *Pretends to be popular on MSN* [18:12] Wirtjr: It's what I planned to do *gently moves you to one side as he starts whacking it*[18:14] Wirtjr: ....wait, that didn't come out right | |
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| Laharl | Oct 16 2009, 04:35 PM Post #6 |
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Narcissistic Bastard With A Hint Of Mental Insanity Or Mentally Insane With A Hint Of Narcissism
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You're gonna come back, right? |
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| Jake Marshall | Oct 16 2009, 04:36 PM Post #7 |
姚明
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I'm really disappointed to hear you're leaving, although I completely understand. You shouldn't listen to what anybody says here too literally though; most of the time people are just kidding. I wish the best of luck to you in the future, that's all I can really say. I can't imagine being in such a dreadful situation, but I'm hopeful that you'll rebound okay.. Just try and stay positive. I sincerely hope to see you back here again. |
| 你好！ 我的英文名字是 Bosco! 我的中文名字是李福林！ | |
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| -HJ- | Oct 16 2009, 04:39 PM Post #8 |
I've failed to come up with something witty, so I hope you will enjoy this filler text instead.
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You shouldn't take online comments so seriously. Just because people say you might be a guy and poke fun at you, or indeed, accuse you of being a guy, that doesn't mean they hate you. Besides, I don't think it's so much that many people hate you, as it's the fact that those (if there even are any who ACTUALLY hate you) who do are more... open about it than those who like you. I don't hate you, btw. I just mock people openly for kicks. I take shots at everyone, you know. Anyway, I hardly know you, so that's all I'll say. Bye now Edited by -HJ-, Oct 16 2009, 04:40 PM.
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| Blank | Oct 16 2009, 04:40 PM Post #9 |
Engineer
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Again, I'm really sorry Kitty. I wish I had better advice for you in the past. I didn't think you were a whore. I'm sorry to hear about your real life issues. I can only pray that things make a turn for the better. I wish your stay could've been more plesant here in our e-community. |
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| +Bryars | Oct 16 2009, 04:59 PM Post #10 |
Blood Weapons
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Well, remember that first PM I sent you? People like you are literally keeping this forum alive...and I don't think anybody here hates you, or anything. In fact, I respect you for sticking around on a forum that's infected with some kind of activity-AIDS. But hey, if you want to leave, nobody's stopping you. On the converse side, nobody's gonna make you stay, either. So before you succumb to your immediate emotions, try to think things out for the best. |
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| Kovu | Oct 16 2009, 10:18 PM Post #11 |
Judge/Veteran/One of oldest members/Never been a global mod cause staff is racist against furries
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Yeah, you're often among the people who cause someone to make one of these topics. So don't talk shit about "us". (Not knowing who "us" really refers to.) I had no idea she felt this way, and I can only hope I wasn't a contributor. Anyway, if I were raped and then reraped I woudn't be spending my time on an internet forum grinding numbers for people in other areas of the world that are irrelevant to you. I'd be seeking serious help. And if you're using chitchat as a guide to claiming your hatedness-- that's your first mistake. I usually stay the hell away from that forum. And trust me, it was a lot worse before you joined. Seek some irl help Kitty, rape is serious business. Much more so than the internet. Best of luck. And remember there are people here you can turn to ~ Kovu |
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| Sentenal | Oct 16 2009, 10:28 PM Post #12 |
When you can't make them see the light, make them feel the heat.
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I just want to say that I don't hate you, or really hold any thing against you. Initially I was probably turned off to you, since I go  when I see people throw around their "e-breasts", but after a while I stopped caring about that. You were a very positive member on the forum, and you helped out the RPG a ton. Hell, the main reason why I don't hate Laharl as much as I should is because he is active with the RPG, and you are a much better member than him.
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| Tiaro | Oct 16 2009, 10:33 PM Post #13 |
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No one hates you, Lana. XP But I understand and I hope you come back when you're feeling better. You can always talk to me, provided I'm on, you've got my MSN (Which I need to change XD), but yeah, you should probably check into some help. Good luck. And see you soon. |
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| +Reaver | Oct 16 2009, 11:24 PM Post #14 |
Troll
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Adios. |
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| Renegade | Oct 16 2009, 11:45 PM Post #15 |
Hates following trends.
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Man, you've got guts. To put up with all of this trouble in your life must make it extremely hard. My condolences to you, your brother, and anyone else. I feel so sorry for you, and it sucks to see you leave. I can understand why, it just plain sucks. This topic made me well a tear or two. To put up with all this... Man, I look up to you. To tell you the truth, I never saw you as a Kitty-esque member - I saw you as helpful. And to put up with everyone's almighty bullshit long enough really shows you have strength. I'm not going to persuade you to come back - you can return at your own pace. I'm sure life is pretty hard, and you gotta recuperate. I guess we'll see you around later on. If you ever want to talk to me, add me on MSN at joshm_1195@hotmail.com. I know I sound odd at saying this, as I'm only a new member, but I, and I'm sure plenty of others, have got your back. I hope to see you soon Kitty. I hope all goes well. |
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