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oncetherewasaway	Aug 12 2007, 10:28 AM
McEditor Posts: 1,625 Group: .Grey Girls. Member #23 Joined: October 25, 2006	[size=7]MISCELLANEOUS INFORMATION[/size] [size=7]SHONDA AND COMPANY BLOGS [/size] [size=7]Grey Matter [/size] Stacy McKee on "Piece of My Heart"... Original Airdate: 5-1-08 I have a confession to make. About the character of Addison: I love her. Not va.gina monologue kind of love – but love none the less. I love her sense of humor. I love her friendships with Callie and Bailey. I love how she’s always known exactly how to call Derek out on exactly whatever it is he needs to be called out on. I love how good she is at her job. I love that she’s basically Sloan’s McDreamy – even if his feelings aren’t reciprocated. I love that she loves potato chips. I love that she walks the hospital halls in heels that any normal woman would twist her ankle in… I love Addison. And I love that this was her episode to come back to Seattle for a visit. The nice thing about bringing Addison back right now is that – she’s been gone a while. She hasn’t been privy to most of the Seattle Grace shenanigans since her departure. So she’s uniquely qualified to walk back through the doors at SGH and call things like she sees them. She can react the way we’re all secretly reacting to Derek Christopher Shepherd pining away for someone OTHER than Meredith Grey. She can notice just how much her good friend Callie seems to jive with newbie Erica Hahn… and Addison can get Bailey to admit (the way Bailey would NEVER admit to someone she saw and worked with everyday) that she is really struggling right now, just to keep it together. Addison is a perfect sounding board because a lot of our characters don’t have sounding boards of their own right now. Addison is a safe confidant. She can take in everyone’s uncertainty, their panic, their pain… and take it right back to LA with her when she leaves. No one needs to worry about their friends and colleagues at SGH seeing the cracks in their armor. Which is good. Because right now – there are a lot of cracks. For instance, Izzie. She’s floundering right now. She’s all on her own and trying to figure things out for herself – but “on her own” is not exactly a comfortable place for Izzie to be… She doesn’t have the same kind of connection with George that she used to have; he’s got Lexie now, and all of his other intern friends. Izzie’s not at the top of her game professionally – she’s not finding her medical stride like Meredith or Cristina. Izzie’s doing the opposite; she’s hiding out in the clinic where even there her patients are requesting different doctors. Then there’s Ava/Rebecca/Jane Doe. Izzie learns Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant, but what can she do with that information? As George and Lexie would say – she’s coded. Hard. Cristina’s also starting to crack as Erica continues to shut her down over and over and over. The moment in surgery when Erica gives Alex props, and not Cristina – after Cristina is the one who massaged the baby’s heart back to life – for me, that has always been a turning point for Cristina. In that moment, I’ve always imagined that Cristina’s world probably flashes before her eyes– Cristina can’t help but compare her relationship with Erica Hahn to how trusted and encouraged she always was with Burke. The moment leaves Cristina a little raw, which is why she’s able to confront Hahn later at the bar. But even when confronted, Erica’s explanation to Cristina isn’t exactly something Cristina can take a lot of comfort in… Then there’s Callie – and Erica. And the va.gina monologues, which – actually – I’m choosing not to blog about. This is one story you should just watch and enjoy. Anything I might say about it now will simply step on your enjoyment of what’s to come, so… On to Derek. Who is all sorts of conflicted over working with Meredith on this clinical trial. On one hand, Meredith is finally shining professionally – and Derek doesn’t want to let her down. He wants her to shine, he wants to help her if he can… but on the other hand, he knows the reality of this clinical trial; he knows there are ridiculous risks. He also knows that the closer he and Meredith work together, the harder it will be for him if he can’t help her make medical history. She’s expecting greatness, and he isn’t sure he can deliver on that, which only feeds his anxiety about performing this first clinical trial surgery. By the way, I would just like to point out that I’ve been writing on Grey’s since Season One, and Phillip, the clinical trial patient, is the first patient I’ve ever killed in one of my episodes. I made the mistake of mentioning this fact in the writer’s room one day, and I’m pretty sure that had something to do with Shonda’s insistence that Phillip must die (never mind that the story really doesn’t work if he lives. This is all about me. Obviously.) At any rate, I am no longer a patient killing virgin. Just wanted to point that out. Finally, there’s Alex. And Ava. Or Rebecca. Or whatever you want to call her… Here’s something you should know about this story – we debated a long long time as to whether or not we should reveal in this episode – or a few episodes down the line – that Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant. In fact, even at our table read for this episode, it ended with Izzie looking at lab results, and uttering a little “Oh my god” – but nothing else. And you should have heard the reaction – WHAT DO THE LAB RESULTS SAY?!?!? – which, ultimately, is part of why we decided to at least answer that part of the question in the same episode we introduce it. This is a story about Alex. Not about an unwanted pregnancy. Not about some unborn baby. It’s about Alex and what he’s getting ready to go through emotionally. What he’s willing and not willing to do. This is about his journey through the rest of the season – so we didn’t want to tease you guys with some faux pregnancy story that ultimately just felt like a stunt. By letting you know now that Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant – then letting you watch Alex take his next few steps forward from this point on… Suddenly the entire arc has a much darker, more interesting underbelly. For instance – think about that last image of Alex reaching over and touching Rebecca’s belly… SO much more weird and creepy when you know what Alex doesn’t. It’s a moment that, for Alex, is filled with something tender and sweet and maybe even a little bit hopeful… only… for us, so not. Before I sign off, I just wanted to draw your attention to something addressed in this episode - the fact that an HIV positive pregnant woman, with proper prenatal care, has less than a 2% chance of passing HIV on to her unborn baby. It's a piece of medical information most people don't fully understand or realize (I know I didn't) -- including a few doctors. Which is pretty remarkable, really. If you're interested in learning more, you can click here: http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/topics/perinatal/index.htm And that’s that. Addison has come and gone. Ava’s pregnant, but not. Mer and Der are (sort of) killing terminal patients for sport. Callie may or may not be speaking va.gina monologues. And – I just realized – if you’re reading this before watching tonight’s episode then… well… I just spoiled a bunch of stuff for you – which is your fault for reading the blogs before watching the episodes anyway! Two words: Ya Coded. http://www.greyswriters.com/ [size=14]----------------------------------------------------------------------- [/size] [size=14] Joe’s Bar [/size] Top 10 Reasons Why Dr. Addison Montgomery Needs to Get her L.A.-ified A.ss Back To Seattle Grace...Yesterday Dr. Addison Forbes Montgomery is back! The world-renowned neonatal surgeon? She’s back! Derek Christopher Shepherd’s ex-wife? Back! The doctor who delivered my babies? She’s baaaa-aaaaack. The woman who showed up, unannounced – wearing the sickest pair of Manolos you’ve ever seen – and proceeded to try to win back the man she cheated on?? She’s sooooooo back!!!! But, only for a night. Sadly, it’s true. Addie came back to SGH for a medical case. Not for Derek. Not for Mark. Not for me, but for a frea.kin’ surgery. And, now that the surgery is over, Addison is headed back down to L.A. in the morning. Bummer. Well, a bartender can dream, can’t he? He can envision Dr. Montgomery poking and prodding Meredith to fight for McDreamy. He can wish Dr. Montgomery was here to continue inspiring Izzie when she’s feeling down and out after not being invited to George’s parties. Gosh darn it, a bartender can hope that Alex is able to see right through his scary Fatal Attraction Jane Doe/Rebecca/Ava and come out okay in the end because ADDISON will be right there by his side… I sure was doing a lot of dreaming, wishing and hoping tonight. And, ya know what? It all got me thinking. Yes, from time to time, I do think, you know. Seriously – Working behind the bar, mixing drinks, watching Callie bolt out with Mark with nothin’ but sheer gay panic written across her face, witnessing Cristina get her as.s handed to her by none other than Erica Hahn, overhearing Addison talk about some doe-eyed little creature thing or something… All of it got me thinking… We need Addison to come back… Permanently. This prompted me to write down my top ten reasons why Dr. Addison Montgomery needs to get her L.A.-ified a.ss back to Seattle Grace… Yesterday. So here we go… 10. You can’t just find world-renowned neonatal surgeons in the Yellow Pages. What’s Richard gonna do? 9. Gandhi? Hugging?! Addison really has been in L.A. way too long. 8. Nobody can turn down Mark Sloan and his skin flaps better than Addison can. 7. Ooh! There’s an opening in Erica and Callie’s sunrise yoga class! 6. Izzie needs a mentor. Operating on deers, competing for cardio, “boxes of fun?” Never would’ve happened if Addie were around. 5. Alex is gonna need more than just a shoulder to cry on after Ava/Rebecca-gate is over. 4. It’s about time we had another 60-day sex bet at Seattle Grace. 3. Who’s gonna be there if (or rather, when) Bailey finally does fall apart? 2. If anybody could make Nurse Rose go runnin’ for the hills, it’d be Addison. 1. I really miss those salmon-colored scrubs. Like I said, a bartender can only dream. So, until next time… - Joe the Bartender May 01, 2008 http://www.emeraldcitybar.com/2008/05/top-10-reasons.html [size=14]----------------------------------------------------------------------- [/size]


4.13 Piece of My Heart · SEASON 4